Jaemin Yi

My First Week of Godfather Coaching So it’s only been a week since I started Godfather coaching with Thomas…but damn, what a wild, mind-blowing, heart-expanding week it’s been! I could tell you all about how each call leaves me feeling like I’m on some kind of drug, or how Thomas’ words seem to penetrate past my mind and lodge themselves deep into my bones, or how he drops truth bombs SO fast and frequent on each call that my fingers literally can’t keep up in taking notes. But instead, here’s a few of the actual results I’ve experienced in the past 7 days: - My connection with this woman I’m dating has dropped into a completely deeper, different type of territory. It’s hard to explain, but it feels like we’ve shifted from 2 people who are just exploring each other, to now me being an emotional leader and leading us to new levels of connection, vulnerability, pleasure, freedom, and healing. I feel naturally more dominant and masculine (but not because I’m trying to act those ways), but also more loving and caring than I ever have before. It feels really, really good. - On our first call, Thomas dropped me into this infinitely big, expansive experience of love. Since then, I feel like I can ALWAYS feel that love radiating in the background, even when I’m feeling at my worst. Before, I associated love with bliss and feeling great. Now, I see that no matter what I’m feeling, I never lose my connection with it. And it’s created an ever-pervasive anchor for me that keeps me safe and rooted in love, always. - Even though I’ve done a lot of work on this previously, I felt an even bigger drop into self-acceptance and relaxing into what I am, exactly as I am. That being what I really am is not only my most attractive self, but also of the most service to others and the world. - I’m rapidly letting go of blocks I’ve had around being big and putting myself out there in the world. With that anchoring and foundation in love, and with Thomas’ healthy mindsets…the big rocks of fear that were in my way have turned to tiny pebbles. - I had a conversation with my mom that I’ve been putting off my whole life: sharing that I wanted to start saying “I love you” to her and was nervous that she’d be uncomfortable with it. Not only did she say “I love you” back, but she shared with me a touching story about how her culture never said those words, and how when she left her country, she wrote a letter to her parents and wrote “I love you” to them for the first and last time. It was an incredible moment we got to share. - And since then, my relationship with my mom AND my entire family has completely shifted. We’re breaking through the artificial “parents” / “son” boundaries and just acting like actual humans with each other. I’ve been hearing so much about their lives that I’ve never known, and also been sharing much more about my life. I never knew this was possible for us, and it took me being an EMOTIONAL LEADER and showing up the way I want others to show up. For me to take that first step and lead. A few other thoughts: Thomas thinks completely different than anyone I’ve EVER met. Period. His mindset, perspective, but also heart and emotional intuition are on another frickin level. And I’m so glad I signed up for Godfather, where I get to soak in his mindset on a super frequent, intense basis. We’re talking 3 calls a week (and Thomas can be very generous with his time as well…one call he literally kept giving it his all until his post-COVID body shut down on him), and then also doing assignments, going over call notes, and messaging and checking in frequently. So it feels like I’m getting a 24/7 drip-feed from his brain/heart DIRECTLY into mine. Like getting plugged into the Matrix. It’s like the healthiest, most positive form of brainwashing. And at this Godfather level of intensity, it’s happening so much faster than I anticipated. I often walk away from our calls with my conscious mind not entirely sure what happened, but feeling that a ton of seeds got planted in my subconscious. And I’ll notice a day or two later, tons of little actions and behaviors have shifted. New possibilities, new ways of being and looking at things just keep emerging daily, and they’re such fun surprises to keep constantly noticing. It’s funny, there’s actually so many little micro-shifts in behavior/mindset daily that I’ve stopped trying to track them or write them down. I’m just trusting the process and noticing day by day, how much more at ease, loving, connected, and empowered I feel. Man, if this is what the first 7 DAYS have brought…I can’t even imagine what my life is going to look like at the end of these 3 months! Jesus Christ. As Thomas keeps saying, “There are no ceilings.” We ripped that ceiling off in my first week. And now we’ve got 11 more weeks to see what’s beyond it. Fuck yes, I can't wait