Diego Granillo

The work I keep doing with Thomas Whigham is beyond amazing. In our last 2 calls I have a profound level of self acceptance and love and it feels like I’m just scratching the surface. I have been operating from a place of wanting love from others, then beating myself up for feeling needy and weak at times. I then resist/avoid/try to distract myself from these feelings. It seems like an endless loop. Thomas told me: “if you are weak. Own it. If you are needy, own it. Shower that with love. Love being enough and feeling like you are not enough. Love it all the same.” As I write this I can say without a doubt I’m experiencing deep self acceptance. My focus is shifting from trying to fix myself out of a place of lack, as opposed to shifting and evolving from love. The big takeaway is that in my mind there has always been a gap between who I want to be like and who I am. Through this work, I feel like I’m coming home. I feel truly connected and full of compassion for all myself for whatever it is I feel or go through. In other words, I am experiencing what it is to love where and who I am right now, in spite of all the pain, insecurities and weaknesses. And that is just phenomenal